My lips are blistered,
my laughter is forced,
i have a fear
oh my Young one-
i have a fear
my bones-they break.
my facade of nonchalance, dies
i have a pain,
oh my Love-
i have a pain
My lungs are filled with this
water that i have been drowning in.
My words can't explain why
i have let myself die.
Oh Good Warmth,
i have let myself die
My honesty is barred
my path is so dead.
I won't tell,
oh my One,
i won't tell
you-
Why i have gotten so removed
Oh Dear Love,
you'll never see it.
I want to love-
Good Warmth,
will i ever feel it?
my lips are blistered,
i'm so cold
my bones-they break
i just might fold
my lungs are filled,
i have let myself drown
my dishonesty has created a monster
and fashioned me a crown.
~brittany (11-20-09)
